Love is awful!

Love is awful!

From Fleabag Season 2

BGM: Heaven (Emilee)

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Love is awful! It’s awful. It’s painful. It’s frightening. Makes you doubt yourself, judge yourself. Distance yourself from the other people in your life. Makes you selfish. Makes you creepy! Makes you obsessed with your hair. Makes you cruel! Makes you say and do things you never thought you would do! It’s all any of us want and it’s hell when we get there! So, no wonder it’s something we don’t want to do on our own. I was taught if we’re born with love, then life is about choosing the right place to put it. People talk about that a lot. It “Feeling right”. “When it feels right it’s easy.” But I’m not sure that’s true. It takes strength to know what’s right. And love isn’t something that weak people do. Being a romantic takes a hell of a lot of hope. I think what they mean is...When you find somebody that you love...it feels like hope.

爱太差劲了！不仅很差劲! 还使人痛苦！让人害怕! 让人自我怀疑，自我批判！把你从原本的生活中剥离，让你变自私，让你变奇葩。让你纠结发型，让你变得残忍！让你语言和行为都失常。我们都渴望爱，得到了却又开始煎熬！所以，怪不得我们需要找人共同经历。别人教我爱是与生俱来的，人生的目的是为爱找到合适的归属。人们总是这样说。“感觉来电” “来电就好办”但我深表怀疑，要有勇气才能找到合适的人。弱者不擅长爱。做一个浪漫的人需要满怀希望。我想他们的意思是，当你找到你爱的那个人，就像找到了希望。