我有一只黑狗,他叫抑郁(1)
I had a black dog.His name was Depression.
Whenever the black dog made an appearance,
每当这条黑狗出现时
I felt empty and life just seemed to slow down.
我就感到空虚,生活似乎也慢了下来。
He could surprise me with the visit for no reason or occasion.
它总会不分时间、场合的突然出现在我的面前。
The black dog made me look and feel older than my years.
黑狗让我看起来感觉像是一个老人。
When the rest of the world seemed to be enjoying life,
当整个世界好像都在享受生活
I could only see it through the black dog.
我却只能与黑狗相伴。
Activities that usually brought me pleasure suddenly ceased to.
那些曾带给我快乐的事情,忽然消失了。
He liked to ruin my appetite. 它喜欢让我失去食欲
He chewed up my memory and my ability to concentrate.
它蚕食掉我的记忆力和集中精力的能力。
Doing anything or going anywhere with black dog required superhuman strength.
拖着这条黑狗,无论去哪里或者做什么,都需要超人的力量。
At social occasions, he would sniff out what confidence I had and chase it away.
在社交场合,它总会找出我的自信,将其赶走。
My biggest fear was being found out; I worried that people might judge me.
我最害怕的是被人知道,我担心别人会议论我。
Because of the shame and stigma of the black dog, I was constantly worried about being found out.
由于黑狗带来的羞愧和耻辱,我总是担心被人知道。
So I invested a vast amount of energy to covering him up.
所以我投入很多精力把它藏起来。
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