哪位英语高手帮我翻译一段英语（汉译英）

all in all, the loniest thing is I still miss you so much,
the saddest thing is I still cannot face myself

totally ，i got that! the loneliest thing is that i still miss you so much . the saddest thing is that i still cant face myself .这里的原来的意思不是以前的意思，有一种恍然大悟的意思，所以，加个totally 虽然感觉多了一点意思，但是在英语的理解中是不多的！

All in all, the loniest thing is that I still miss you so, and the saddest thing is that I still cannot face myself.

一楼语法太成问题了.....千万别相信啊