《爱在日落黄昏时》10：爱的意义不仅仅是责任

2023-08-20 19:01:2901:46 7万

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What dreams? 什么梦？
I have these dreams, you know, that I'm standing on a platform and you keep going by on a train. 我做了一个梦，梦见我站在月台上，而你不停的坐火车经过。
And you go by, and you go by, and you go by, you go by. 你就是不停的经过、经过、经过、经过。
And I wake up with the fucking sweats, you know? 然后我被吓醒，浑身冷汗。
And then I have this other dream where you're pregnant in bed beside me naked, 然后我又做了一个梦，梦见你怀孕了，在床上躺在我身边，一丝不挂。
and I want so badly to touch you, but you tell me not to and you look away. 而我非常非常想要抚摸你，但你跟我说不要，然后你就把头别过去。
And I ...and I touch you anyway, right on your ankle, 然后我... 我还是抚摸了你，摸你的脚踝那里。
and your skin is so soft that I wake up in sobs, all right? 你的皮肤是那样的柔软，使得我在哭泣中醒来。
And my wife is sitting there, looking at me, and I feel I'm a million miles from her. 而我的妻子就坐在那里看着我，我却感觉她离我万里之遥。
And I know that there's something wrong, you know, 我知道那不对劲，我不能...
that I can't...that I can't keep living like this, that there's gotta be more to love than commitment. 我不能再这样活下去了，爱的意义一定不仅仅是责任。
But then I think that I might have given up on the whole idea of romantic love. 但然后我又想，也许我已经不相信浪漫的爱情了。
That I might have put it to bed, that...That day when you weren't there. 我可能早已经不信了，自从我没有见到你那天。
You know, I think I might have done that. 我想，我可能就开始消沉了。
Why are you telling me all this? 你为什么要和我说这些？
I'm sorry. I don't know. 对不起，我不知道。
I'm I should...I shouldn't have. 我...我应该...我不该说的。
You know, it's so weird. 你知道吗，很奇怪，
People think they are the only one going through tough times. 人们总是觉得自己是唯一经过痛苦的人。
I mean, when I read the article, I thought your life was perfect. 当我读那些文章的时候，我觉得你的生活是完美的。
A wife, a kid, published author. 有太太、孩子、出版了自己的作品。
But your personal life is more of a mess than mine. I'm sorry. 但现在看来你的生活比我还糟。对不起。
Well, I'm glad it's good for something. 还好有些方面还过得去。
Oh, monsieur, c'est la! Rentrez dans la passe la.... （法语）噢，先生，就是那儿！把车停到那个通道里就行了。