1441 好好活着，就是对你最好的思念 I'm back!

In April, I was grieving the loss of my dad. He passed away very suddenly in March during a hospital foot surgery. I stayed with my dad for two weeks and helped with his memorial service with my sister in Kaohsiung. The most difficult time of day was before I went to bed: I couldn’t stop thinking about him. I especially missed the time we ate and chatted together. My support system back then included hanging out with my best friends and reading a lot of books. I wish my friends would just spend more time with me, because after the funeral I was actually sadder. It was hurtful when people didn't know what to say. I think it was because most of them have not lost a parent yet. I can understand better now. It was really helpful when people showed how much they cared when I reached out. The thing that helps me most right now is getting back to my normal routine. I work hard and look forward to traveling again. Since both of my parents are gone, I will lean on some of my good friends and be strong for myself. 

四月的时候，为我爸爸的离世而哀恸。 他在医院里因为一个脚的手术中去世了。我在高雄和我姐姐陪着爸爸准备告别式。一天最难过的时刻是当我睡觉前：我总是停止不了去想他。我特别想念我们一起吃饭聊天的时光。那个时候我的支持系统包含了和我的朋友在一起还有读很多的书。我希望我的朋友会多花点时间在我身上，因为事实上在告别式之后我变得更加伤心了。当别人不知道怎么说的时候真的让我满受伤的。但是我想是因为大多数的人没有经历过父母死亡。我现在可以比较理解了。当我寻求帮助的时候，有人展示他们真正关心的时候对我真的很有帮助。现在最能帮助我的就是回到正常的生活。我努力工作也期待再次旅行。既然我的父母都不在了，我会依靠我的好朋友们，也会为自己坚强一点。

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