翻译下英文 谢谢哥哥姐姐

Please give me my space proposal
I do not know is to continue to look for her. Or let go of. I know her English is not good. So write in English. Hope that we give me a recommendation.
I was afraid to go home when her. That is all I put my all into the last time. She also continues to hurt me on how to proceed. I can not accept. I now have the collapse of the heart. I do not know if she continues to hurt me. I can not insist on living. Look at my space and I want to give recommendations. Thank you.
I also want to give up the idea. Because I can not afford the effort. I am immersed in this day of 11 days. Every day, wash your face with tears. This had in mind every day. I have been crazy. Only to suffer another injury on the dead. Tell the truth. It is not know how to live it.
I do not know that I was not selfish for that. I do not it? I also dare to do. But I am afraid. I do not like. Dreads dreads.
All my pay on such lost. Affection for love. At the end of love is this way.
What else can I pay? Also has its own life. If I went to her home, then. She also hurt me. My life is really on the end.
Mody I selfish? I did it for my love how to choose?
Let us seek a favor

no
matter
you
love
not
love
me,
but
my
heart
is
still
belongs
to
you.
无论你爱与不爱，我的心始终属于你。
dear,
i
hope
you
can
be
heard
in
the
distance
i
said
to
you.
even
if
you
to
me
亲爱的，希望你能够听到我的心声，即使你离我。。。（那么遥远）

I do not know is to continue to look for her. Or let go of. I know her English is not good. So write in English. Hope that we给个建议.
I was afraid to go home when her. That is all I put my all into the last time. She also continues to hurt me on how to proceed. I can not accept. I now have the collapse of the heart. I do not know if she continues to hurt me. I can not insist on living. Look at my space and I want to give recommendations. Thank you.
I also want to give up the idea. Because I can not afford the effort. I am immersed in this day of 11 days. Every day, wash your face with tears. This had in mind every day. I have been crazy. Only to suffer another injury on the dead. Tell the truth. It is not know how to live it.
I do not know that I was not selfish for that. I do not it? I also dare to do. But I am afraid. I do not like. Dreads dreads.
All my pay on such lost. Affection for love. At the end of love is this way.
What else can I pay? Also has its own life. If I went to her home, then. She also hurt me. My life is really on the end.
Mody I selfish? I did it for my love how to choose?
楼上的有些字母,还是要大写的