眩晕
灵感来自于博施的三联画《尘世乐园》
但是所有的黑色音符都已经
从中耳以下
删除。游移的理智，滚烫的皮肤。
盐在燃烧的一小时
黑色的碎玻璃被抛向天空
你还确定拥有些什么？
妈妈的交响乐园，衰竭的身体器官
因为淫欲而眩晕的动物
都被抛在身后
掠过失传的天文学，消失得无影无踪，
这赤裸可餐的极乐，
是一种符合音律的自杀，五度
恐慌，四度鸣禽延长音的踌躇，
看半个海洋的呢喃正向我们扑来。
你是否知道如何比拟它？你能否听到，
被压在那理智无法启及的底层，
身负关切的音乐和水不断改变着
形状，一个答案
在和错乱合鸣？倾听欲望
就是从内部唤醒你的自我，让它翻身而起
长到足够知道
明天就是放逐之日。混沌，身体的竖琴，
臀部的油彩和音乐，拥拥攘攘，胸脯上的
玫瑰王冠，白兔
的呼叫和纸牌游戏……听
我在你的方向发出地狱的嗡鸣，眩晕，太强烈
我无法忘记它，愿望
挥之不去就仿佛它
已经内在于我：堕落吧。
我亲爱的，在这旋转的
贪欲中，拼盘般缀满
肠内的骨头，几乎
不粘着一点肉，它们的声响
就像上升的烈火
伴着悬崖边的龙卷风。
Vertigo
After Hieronymus Bosch, “The Garden of Earthly Delights,” triptych right panel
But all dark notes are dismantled
there from the middle ear
downward. Voyaged mind, cauldron skin.
Can you claim anything is yours?
The burning salt hour
throws its black broken-glass frame skyward.
Left behind
the mum orchestra, body parts in peril
and animals dizzy for
lust past all lost
astronomy and wipeout,
this naked edible overjoy, a kind
of suicide in syllables, fifth
panic, fourth stall’s birds-fermata, this
half ocean’s susurrus is coming over us in the picture.
Can you akin? Can you
hear it, pinned to the unseasonable underearth,
an option for music and water
constantly changing shape, an answer
in dissonance? To hear desire
is to wake yourself inside, upturned,
long enough to know
tomorrow is exile. Chaos, body harp,
and painted butt music, crowd-crawl, rose
crowned to the chest, rabbit
call and playing cards...listen,
I’m hell-humming in
your direction, giddy, I am too taken
to leave it alone, the will
locked in as if it is already
inside of me now: to fall.
Let’s be clear,
my darling, in the reeling
crave, spilled gut-platter
of enclosed bones, in
the final flesh-clean drop, it sounds
like fire rising
with the cliff’s updraft.
BY ELENA KARINA BYRNE
作者 / [美国] 艾琳娜·卡里娜·伯恩
译者 / 光诸
声优 / 喜多卉
声优值守 / 张铎瀚
出品 / 读首诗再睡觉（dushoushizaishuijiao）
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