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But it might have started way later than I think without my noticing anything at all. You see someone, but you don’t really see him, he’s in the wings. Or you notice him, but nothing clicks, nothing “catches,” and before you’re even aware of a presence, or of something troubling you, the six weeks that were offered you have almost passed and he’s either already gone or just about to leave, and you’re basically scrambling to come to terms with something, which, unbeknownst to you, has been brewing for weeks under your very nose and bears all the symptoms of what you’re forced to call I want. How couldn’t I have known, you ask? I know desire when I see it—and yet, this time, it slipped by completely. I was going for the devious smile that would suddenly light up his face each time he’d read my mind, when all I really wanted was skin, just skin.
但一切的开始也可能比我想的要晚得多，在我浑然不觉的时候。你看见某个人，但你其实没把他看进眼里，他尚在幕后准备登场；或者你注意到他了，可是没有触动，没有“火花”，甚至在你意识到某个存在或有什么困扰你之前，你所拥有的六个星期就快要过完，而到那时候他要么已然不在，要么即将离开。基本上你此时正忙乱地要去正视并接受些“什么”，这个“什么”在你混沌不知的情况下，当着你的面酝酿了数周，它所有的症状都逼着你不得不说出我想要。我们会问自己：怎么没能早点明白？我一向清楚欲望为何物啊。然而，这次它就这么悄悄溜过，不着痕迹。我迷恋他每次看破我心思时脸上闪现的那抹瞬间明媚的狡黯微笑，而我真心渴望的其实是皮肉，只是他的身体而已。
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