Severe Cold(3)
大寒（三）
Unable to be at ease
放心不下
My mother gave birth to me when she was 24 years old,
我妈在24岁的时候把我生下来
even though she always says that wen I turn 18, she will not take care of me anymore and would cut off my food supply.
虽然她一直说到我18岁的时候就不管我了，要给我断粮
But I know she always spoils me, always worried about me.
但我知道她一直宠溺我，老是放心不下我
There is a song called ,
有一首歌叫《放心不下》
and there are many implications made in this song.
那首歌里面蕴含的东西太多太多了
> implication [ˌɪmplɪˈkeɪʃn]
n.含蓄，含意，言外之意;卷入，牵连，牵涉
Eg. The implication of his statement is that I was wrong.
他这话的言外之意是是我错了。
Eg. We heard of his implication in the crime.
我们听说他被牵连在这起罪行中。
imply v.暗示；意味
implicate v.暗示；牵连
“Did you say that you are tired
“你讲累了吗
I will always keep a light on for you
我永远为你留着一盏灯光
Worried, but I can only let you fly
放心不下，却只能放你飞翔
The back view I gave you has also got to pretend to be strong
给你的背影也要故作坚强
Regardless of rain, snow, wind or frost
不管雨雪风霜
When you need me, I will always be by your side
当你需要我的时候我都会在你身旁
Even if the world is crazier than you thought
哪怕世界比你想象的疯狂
Love will therefore allow you to look for your answer
爱所以让你去找你的解答
Not caring that I was left behind......”
不在乎我被留下……”
I feel like these lyrics were written especially written for me,
这歌词就像是有人专门为我写的
every single line was able to pinch my heart.
每一句歌词都捏住我的心
> pinch [pɪntʃ]
v. 掐；夹痛；使困苦；<俚>偷窃；逮捕
过去式: pinched 过去分词: pinched 现在分词: pinching
Eg. The door pinched my finger as it shut.
门关上时夹了我的手指。
Eg. They were ready to pinch themselves for years.
他们准备使自己过几年拮据的生活。
Eg. My car's been pinched.
我的汽车被偷了。
n. 捏；少量；一撮；困苦；<俚>偷窃
Eg. She gave him a pinch to wake him up.
她拧了他一下以弄醒他。
Eg. He put a pinch of salt on his food.
他在自己的食物上撒了一撮盐。
Everytime I hear this song. I would remember the moment my mother sent me to Korea,
我每次听到都会想起我妈送我到韩国的时候
the image of her where she wiped her tears, turned around and left.
她擦着眼泪转身离去的身影
It also brings back the memories of the moment before debut, when I laid on the bed for a month not being able to move because of my waist injury.
也想到在出道前因为腰伤而躺在床上一个月不能动时
And the sadness on her face, when she shouted at me telling me that we should go home and forget about debuting.
她吼我说我们回家了不要出道了的时候，她脸上的伤心
I never recklessly post on Weibo,
我从来不乱发微博的
> recklessly ['rekləslɪ]
adv.鲁莽地，不顾一切地;不在乎地
reckless [ˈrekləs]
adj.鲁莽的，不顾危险的;粗心大意的;满不在乎的;胆大妄为
Eg. He dashed out, reckless of the danger.
他不顾危险，冲了出去。
Eg. He had always been reckless with money.
他花钱总是大手大脚。
Eg. I thought you were too reckless at it.
我觉得你对它太粗心大意了。
but two days ago after I finished listening to the song,
但前两天又听完以后
I posted on Weibo to share this song with everybody.
发了一条微博把这首歌分享给了大家
BGM：黄小琥 - 放心不下
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