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Today, the pain, the stoking, the thrill of someone new, the promise of so much bliss hovering a fingertip away, the fumbling around people I might misread and don’t want to lose and must second-guess at every turn, the desperate cunning I bring to everyone I want and crave to be wanted by, the screens I put up as though between me and the world there were not just one but layers of rice-paper sliding doors, the urge to scramble and unscramble what was never really coded in the first place—all these started the summer Oliver came into our house. They are embossed on every song that was a hit that summer, in every novel I read during and after his stay, on anything from the smell of rosemary on hot days to the frantic rattle of the cicadas in the afternoon—smells and sounds I’d grown up with and known every year of my life until then but that had suddenly turned on me and acquired an inflection forever colored by the events of that summer.
新恋人带来的痛苦、狂喜、刺激；盘旋在咫尺之遥，这许多幸福的承诺；在我可能误解、不想失去、每逢转折必定先揣度一番的人之间寻寻觅觅；我用来对待每个我想望、渴望被想望人那种拼了命的狡猾；我立起重重屏障，仿佛自己与世界之间有着许多层的纸拉门；想把其实从来不曾加密的东西编码再解码的强烈冲动——如今这一切全始于奥利弗到我们家来的那个夏天。这些印记在那年夏天的每一首流行歌曲里，在他寄宿期间与其后我所阅读的每一本小说里，在热天迷迭香的气味，以及午后蝉鸣发狂似的嘶叫声里——直到当时，年年伴我成长的、熟悉的气味与声音，突然触动我，多了一种永远晕染上了那个夏天里历历情景色彩的韵味。
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