不同年龄阶段，看人生百态

Is there anything that you're struggling with right now?
你正在经历什么样的挣扎与挑战？
Whoa.
哇。
Um,struggles.
费劲的事情。
I think I'm doing pretty well.
我觉得我做得很好。
Cartwheels?
侧手翻。
Plants and dogs.
植物和狗。
Doing homework.
做作业。
I hate homework.
我讨厌作业。
Probably I'd say math.
那可能是数学吧。
Dividing and multiplying,that's kinda hard for me.
除法和乘法，这对我来说有点难。
History's really hard for me.
历史这科对我来说真的很难。
And also Geography.
地理也是。
Trying to stop playing video games.
努力戒电子游戏。
Finding good people to surround myself with.
在身边寻找优秀的人。
Because so many kids my age wanna grow up too fast.
很多同龄人都想快点长大。
And I wanna stay a kid as long as possible.
但我就想一直像孩子一样。
Change.
改变。
That's like a huge theme in my life right now.
这是我目前比较大的目标。
My daughter being away at college.
我女儿要去上大学了。
My brother's leaving to college.
我哥哥要去上大学了。
Now I only have my mom and dad.
现在就剩爸爸妈妈了。
Living so far from my family,you know,
住得离家这么远，你知道，
I'm really like a home bound person.
我真是个恋家的人。
I love my family like to death,they're the most important thing to me,
我非常爱我的家人，他们对我来说是最重要的，
and so,the only person that I live with out here's my mom.
所以，在我搬出来之后，跟我一起住的就只剩下我老妈了。
My dad right now,he's living over there in Mexico.
我爸爸现在住在墨西哥。
It's been really hard for us to be that separated because since we were little we've been always like a very united family.
分开对我们来说真的很难，因为从我们很小的时候起，我们就是一个非常团结的家庭。
I'm struggling to find a full time job doing something that I'm remotely interested in,and passionate about.
我在努力找一份全职工作，做一些我不太感兴趣也不太有激情的事情。
I had two jobs,but now I only have one,
我之前有两份工作，但现在我就有一份，
so I'm not making as much money as I can.
挣的钱也没有之前多了。
I got evicted and then I've been in and out of the car and couch surfing,
我被赶了出来，然后就住在车上或者沙发冲浪，
and I've just been doing a lot of researching for myself and trying to get stable in life.
我一直在做调查，想让我的生活稳定下来。
The loss of my dad.
我失去了我的父亲。
My dad passed away about a year and a half ago.
我父亲大约一年半前去世了。
I miss being able to talk to him,and ask him for advice.
我怀念能和他交谈，向他征求意见的日子。
Keeping ahold of my emotions.
控制自己的情绪。
Thank you.
谢谢。
I'm a really happy person,and I like making people happy.
我是一个非常快乐的人，我也喜欢让别人快乐。
But I really struggle with depression and the fear that it will overcome me.
但我正在和抑郁症作斗争，我怕被它打败。
There's days when I just wanna give it up,I wanna call it quits,
有段时间我只想放弃，我想放弃，
but I can't,I'm already here,and I've gotta just bring my,get myself up.
但我不能，我已经这样了，我要振作起来。
Trying to balance and understand this portion of my life.
努力平衡并理解我当下的生活。
Well,um,I'm recently divorced.
我刚离婚。
So I'm struggling with getting myself back out there,
所以我正努力让自己回归正常生活，
opening myself back up to new possibilities.
敞开心扉迎接新的可能。
I have been somebody that has been clingy,and wants relationship,
我曾经是那种黏人的人，我希望有个人陪，
so I am struggling to be single.
所以单身对我来说真的很难受。
I think the frustration,
我认为是对抗挫折，
I've been very active in terms of my work over the years,and I'd like to continue on it,but you know,it's very hard getting work,
这些年来，我在工作中一直非常积极，我想继续做下去，但你知道，找到工作很难，
and I must say part of that is ageism.
必须说的是，有一部分原因是年龄歧视。
There's all kinds of things where people are struggling in the world,
世界上的人们在为各种各样的事情挣扎着、努力着，
and feeling like I'm happy,but people are really sad and struggling,
感觉自己很快乐，但实际上内心很痛苦，很难过，
and trying to figure out what is it that I can do,to make other people's lives better.
都在尝试着弄明白我能做些什么，能让别人的生活更美好。
I'm getting to a place in my life where I'm eliminating the things that are not making me happy,and that are creating roadblocks for me.
在生活中，我要摆脱那些让我不快乐的事情，除掉那些给我制造障碍的事情。
So that I will eventually get to that point where that does not become an issue anymore.
这样终有一天我能到达彼岸，到时候这些就都不是问题了。
And I'm very confident that,you know,I'll be getting there very soon.
我很有信心，我很快就能做到的。