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This alternation of running and swimming was simply his “routine” in graduate school. Did he run on the Sabbath? I joked. He always exercised, even when he was sick; he’d exercise in bed if he had to. Even when he’d slept with someone new the night before, he said, he’d still head out for a jog early in the morning. The only time he didn’t exercise was when they operated on him. When I asked him what for, the answer I had promised never to incite in him came at me like the thwack of a jack-in-the-box wearing a baleful smirk. “Later.” Perhaps he was out of breath and didn’t want to talk too much or just wanted to concentrate on his swimming or his running. Or perhaps it was his way of spurring me to do the same—totally harmless. But there was something at once chilling and off-putting in the sudden distance that crept between us in the most unexpected moments. It was almost as though he were doing it on purpose; feeding me slack, and more slack, and then yanking away any semblance of fellowship.
每天交替着游泳、慢跑只不过是他读研究生时的“例行公事”。安息日那天他跑步吗？我开玩笑问道。他始终保持运动的习惯，就算生病了也一样，必要时他会在床上运动。甚至连前一夜跟新对象上床，一大早他仍然去慢跑。他说唯一没运动那次是因手术的关系。我问他为什么动手术，那个我发誓决不再诱发他讲的答案如同面露奸笑的弹簧玩偶般“啪”的一声向我袭来。“回头再说。”或许因为他喘不过气来，不想多话，或者他只是想专心游泳或跑步。或者这可能是他激励我再接再厉的方式，完全没有恶意。然而在最意想不到的时刻，有些令人既寒心又反感的阻碍悄悄出现在我们之间。几乎像是故意的；他让我松懈、再松懈，然后使劲抽掉任何类似友谊的东西。
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